I am feeling torn. When I started this blog, my intent was to write it in the same vein as my old blog, the original Through My Eyes… That would be very open and honest… raw.

While that is still my intent, I’ve had life circumstances that I do not and don’t know if I ever will feel ready to share. This has left me feeling…stunted… Bound up… Like my hands are tied. I feel creatively stifled.

Anyway, for now…I have been having some weird chest pressure for awhile. I’m unsure of the cause and I’m unsure if it relates to the previously mentioned life circumstances. But… Today, I was given a heart monitor that I will wear for a week. I may write more about my symptoms and feelings about this later, or I may not 🤷